A Hastily Scrawled Note.
It wasn't until the diversion became the more prominent of my two activities that I gradually realized my mistake. I had put far more energy into "dis-tracted-ness" and not nearly enough into the things that mattered. All for the sake of a paycheck? What happenstance would need to occur to break me of this awful habit? What event would cause my orbit to fluctuate, And would I even recognize it when it occurred?